To Where the Sun is Silent

Kay, 17, Vegetarian, borderline personality disorder, self harmer, EDNOS.
This is my weightloss blog. This is my venting space. This is my sanctuary.
I will follow back, talk to anyone, and support everyone. I do not support pro anorexia or bulimia- I support those living with the disease.

HW: 185
LW: 118
CW: 172 !!!

GW: 170
GW 2: 160 (New piercing)
GW 3: 150
GW 4: 140 (Trip to the aquarium)
GW 5: 130 (Tattoo)
GW 6: 125
GW 7: 115 (New clothes)
UGW: I'll stop when I'm thin enough.

And I’ve just been crying and getting nightmares constantly these past few days. It’s horrible. I just don’t have the will to be alive right now.

And it’s not even October…

Also I can’t spend Halloween with him which basically means I’m probably either going to get really drunk alone or cry, probably both. Wooooooo for being an alcoholic.

delicatelyslim:

summmerandthinspo:

never-ever-good-enough:

THIS. Is what I want.

 SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT WOMAN

her tum omg where is it?

delicatelyslim:

summmerandthinspo:

never-ever-good-enough:

THIS. Is what I want.

 SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT WOMAN

her tum omg where is it?

(via nomatterwhatiwillbeskinny)

The last time I had coffee from a fast food places was yesterday.

But the last time I had fast food was uhh… end of summer ? I hate fast food and being vegetarian, there isn’t much I can eat. I only used to eat it on long car trips when there was nothing else and I was absolutely starving.

Carbs. :( Breadsticks, french bread, pizza, bagels, potatoes, pancakes, waffles… ugh.

Also, sweet potato tempura sushi rolls. <3 they’re vegetarian and delicious.

skinnywristsandthighs:

I love doing that. &lt;3
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